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im feeling lame.

my skin is awful. another way college is ruining my life. 19 years amazing skin. stress from college, now i look like a fuccing creature.

not only that but i think im slowly gaining weight because i keep eating, cause i feel like thats the only way i can stay up through studying lol. its like i wont even be hungry and i think 'hmm i want some chips' lol. today for example, its 4 43 and ive had like 20832 calories lol. 3 100 calorie packs-cause i cant eat just one-naked juice, shrimp and asparagus pasta, and tostitos lol, oh yeah and half an ice cream sandwich lmao.

watever. on another note. i really want to get my shit together but i have no drive to do well nemore. every since the start of this semester ive been gradually losing interest. ive always hated school but ive always been able to tolerate it. i hope i can tolerate it for 2-3 more years, cause i doubt im graduating on time. maybe i will but i dont want to put the pressure on and be dissapointed when i dont finish in time. i want to transfer, i want to do something i love for the rest of my life, i want to travel but i dont think thats going to happen. people are always asking me what i want to do and to be honest i really dont know. i mean my ultimate fantasy is to be a pilot, doctor or veterinarian but thats never going to happen because i cant afford it and if i was intelligent enough id have the grades for full scholarships.

on a happier note, i think im kinda excited to take my summer classes cause its only a month and ill be getting the same credit that ill work for in 3/4 months! lol. oh. this video made me laugh...for some reason i dont remember seeing it when it first came out.

and I LOVE THIS SONG! LOL



CIAO!

Miley Cirus

go away.

******courtesy of http://www.perezhilton.com/ i couldnt find the normal picture of her so its perez's version lol.

for real though?

all this attention for an open back picture? what if it was a gown with an open back? same exposure, would she get the same reaction? media referring to it as 'nude?' um. not so much.

i guess we've run out of things to distract america with.

people. we are at war. wtf is miley cirus everywhere? go awaaaaaay! seriously, i want to choke slam her.

now if she was doing this.

OR THIS!

I'd get the big deal.

watevs.

seriously

im so over school.

ive been trying so hard to just shut up and do it but i cant. for what? i can graduate and not find a job? education is a business. sometimes i think you get what you pay for, and the fact that i go to a cuny school will come back to bite me in the form of an interview vs. an nyu or columbia grad.

whatever. just do it. i cant get a real job now. i wont get paid enough to live on my own. unless i want 2013804 roomates lol.

newho. im sad that i do not have tickets to kanyes glow in the dark tour. its been getting rave reviews. and though i think hes an arrogant ahole, i cant hate on his music. and i would love to see flashing lights in person. its probably sick. i think it wouldve been worth the 150$ ticks. watevs. maybe next time.

back to my psych project. which is causing me so much misery. i hate group work. i kind of am starting to hate ppl in general lol. i swear school is ruining my skin and i besta get at least a b, i want an a but thats impossible with some professors.

new

i wanted a blog that i could write personal stuff in. that wouldnt interfere with my aspirations of being hired as a restaurant reviewer. so here it is.