my life

is a joke.

sometimes i truly feel failure is inevitable for me considering my circumstances. ok. maybe not complete failure but never the success i dream of.

i wonder if i never gave any effort to anything. what would my life become? what if i buy a plane ticket to a random country and just be homeless? is that how places aquire homeless people?

i found this article while researching something about tourism for a paper...
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/2007/11/01/2007-11-01_some_tourists_choose_city_landmarks_for_-1.html

yes, i know its old, and i know its from the daily news but i thought it was interesting.